syempre di naman daw ako pumayag na walang akanishi post for today. nalulungkot lang ako. paano kung pumunta dito si jin? although gustong-gusto ko syang makita, ayoko pa yata siyang pumunta dito. and here are the reasons why:
1) there's a huge chance na mami-miss ko ang concert nya. syempre, priority ko naman ang trabaho kahit paano. (eto eh kung darating sya habang nagdu-duty nako which is highly probable). walang sinumang gwapong japanese pop idol ang tatapat sa mga nakakatakot na seniors sa workplace ko.
2) wala akong makakasama sa concert (minor lang naman na reason to). wala lang, parang malungkot manood pag mag-isa lang. eh wala naman akong kilalang ibang fan dito kundi sarili ko. may mga pinoys na nagpopost sa forums pero mahirap sumama sa mga "fanclub" dahil for sure, di naman ako makakapag-commit. at useless ako kasi wala naman ako mako-contribute sa kanila. (seriously, inisip ko talaga ang pagsali sa fanclub hehe).
3) i am a jealous fan. siguradong madedepress lang ako kapag nalaman ko na may mga fans na nakakuha ng "meet and greet" passes. syempre hindi naman ako VIP at lalong wala akong connection para makakuha nun. (yun ang pinaka-sad na part) ang swerte talaga ng press people.
haaaay.... nalulungkot talaga ko. grabe na ang mania na ito. hindi na healthy minsan. nag-iinvest ako ng feelings sa wala. at matagal ko nang sakit ito.
nakakadepress na post. ang arte hehe! pagtatawanan ko lang to pag nagsubside na ang obsession ko kay jin. i'll take this down soon.
to end this post... here are translated quotes from jin akanishi. natutuwa ako sa kanya kasi he seems to be mature at such an early age. he's good with children and there are videos to prove that. gusto nya na magkaroon ng pamilya! he wants to have 5 kids?! by the time na iluwal ko yung pangatlo baka high-risk na ko. huhuhu! hindi talaga ko pwede for him. he deserves someone younger. grrrrrrrrr!
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"Marriage? I hope to get married early on. I want to be a young dad, with 3 kids (laugh). I'll definitely be embarrasingly affectionate with my own children. If I had a daughter, I don't even know if I'd be able to work (laugh). I have a family friend with a kindergarten-aged daughter, and the other day, she said, "If Jin comes to my school's arts festival, I'll do my best!" I went, and even woke up early for it."
"Even with my future wife, I don't think it will last long without friendship. If a time comes when I can't see the love between the two of us anymore, if there's still friendship there, our relationship will continue. I think that friendship is created as two people get used to one another, and that as you get used to love, it becomes difficult to see.
Marriage begins not as love but as a more romantic and affectionate feeling, and the love-- rather, passion-- slowly cools off. But, if it's rooted in friendship, if the two can continue on the rest of their lives as friends. So, in a marriage partner, what I look for is someone who can be a friend for life. Doesn't a marriage that starts off with passion and end with friendship sound really cool?"
--JJ magazine, 2006
"Of course, I also hope to get married. I don't understand people who think marriage is a cemetery. Having family is something essential in everyone's life. So, I want anywhere from 3 to 5 kids. I'm not kidding (laugh). I would want my wife to do housework, after all. That doesn't mean I want her to do everything by herself, but I wouldn't want her to be someone who feels that she doesn't have to do anything. Plus, I wouldn't be the domineering husband type, so I have a feeling that as a couple, we would still be like friends. Even after getting married, it would be like having a friend over and having fun together. Wouldn't that be great?"
--Popolo, March 2008
Cartoon KAT-TUN 040608 (he was interviewing 3 girls. one of them said that she goes out with 3 guys at the same time)
Jin: Do you have a physical relationship with all of them?
Girls: No, isn't it weirder if you didn't?
Jin: Exactly... Are you together just for this?
Girls: Don't you give in to your hunger? By like taking meals and stuff. I am just saying, it's not just like that. I mean, there's nobody who limits herself to just one person. Really. Boys can't be trusted. What of half they say are all lies.
Jin: That's not true. I am not. For me,
when we are dating, it is a time for me to know each other better before marriage. So I don't date someone without thinking of marriage. (
mp: winner to! finally, someone who's on my side. i was surprised that he said this. i totally agree with his views on love and marriage. dapat ikuwadro ang quote na ito)
Girls: So you're saying dating and marriage are not two different things but one whole together, like an extended match? You're young. Young.
Girls: Like for me if I am dating someone really hot and cute and I really like him, but if you ask me if I can marry him, my answer's definitely a no.
Girls: Yah, I definitely can't too.
Jin: For me, at that point of time, I'll break up
(credits to bonjovial.livejournal.com and maishampoo.livejournal.com for the translations)
Labels: akanishi jin, kat-tun
