.: the MARY PUMPKINHEAD experience :.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

RIP Heath Ledger

Barely 7 days after Brad's death, another young, promising hollywood actor died adding to a growing number of young artists whose deaths are inevitably linked to drug-related causes. The results of their autopsies are inconclusive at the moment though.

Remembering Heath Ledger

I admit i'm not Heath's biggest fan but i have seen at least 3 of his movies. One is Brokeback Mountain. i wasnt really fond of watching love stories because i find it cheesy most of the time. but it was different with brokeback mountain. i liked the movie. the love that was shown was kind of forbidden and unpredictable yet it seemed even more genuine than the usual love stories that are portrayed. I was touched and I believe Heath Ledger and Jake Gylenhaal deserve praises for their brave and moving performances. RIP Heath Ledger. Condolences to his loved ones and fans.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

here's to the highlight of my highschool life

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just to show you how much Brad Renfro meant to me...


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The dusty old plastic envelop that contains my every Brad Renfro stuff.


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Pinups, centerfolds and huge posters i got mostly from BB, BOP and Teenbeat mags. Some are courtesy of my friends.


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Some more pinups, printouts and pictures...


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Little cutouts i got even from the cheapest local magazines.


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some clippings of every bit of info about him


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i transcribed some of his movies as well.


Call it obsession. but im never gonna deny that i was once a Ren-freak. Too bad he's never gonna see this.

Re: "now you're gone and i feel bad i never wrote to you like i used to write to others."<-- wait a minute, i think i did write to you. its just that you never replied like i was expecting.

Brad Renfro 1982-2008

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Brad renfro, you were my first 'serious' crush and i was your biggest fan. sayo lang umikot ang mundo ko nung high school and everybody knows that. i liked you a lot and i have a collection of posters and clippings to prove that. i knew your lines by heart. it's just sad that we lost touch after apt pupil. but i'll never get tired of watching your movies over and over again. you are the reason why i got myself hooked to jimmy page, led zeppelin and rock and roll in general. "Pagey", "Angel", "Ren-freak"--nicknames i used, all associated with you. i always mark July 25 (your birthday) on my every calendar. i bought every magazine i could buy that contains brad renfro stuff. i spent hours and hours over the internet (then expensive) just for you. i grieved when i learned you were dating Gaby Hoffman. i remember how i used to tell my friends that i'd still be in love with you after 10 or 20 years. that was how much i fancy you. You were my dream. now you're gone and i feel bad i never wrote to you like i used to write to others. i feel shattered. Like what someone in IMDB said, "The 12 yr. old somewhere in me is crushed."-- well only it was about 13 or 14 yr old for me. Goodbye Brad Renfro, may you rest in peace.



From "The Cure"

Dexter (Joseph Mazello): Suppose you kept going another 18 billion light years, what if there's nothing out there? Suppose you kept going another trillion times further, so far out you see nothing. The light from the universe would be fainter than the faintest star. Infinitely cold. Infinitely dark. Sometimes if I wake up and it's dark, I get really scared, like I'm out there and I'm never coming back.

Erik (Brad Renfro): Here, hold onto this when you sleep. And if you wake up and you're scared, you'll say, "Wait a minute. I'm holding Eric's shoe. Why the hell would I be holding some smelly basketball shoe a trillion light years from the universe? I must be here on earth, safe in my sleeping bag, and Eric must be close by."

Sunday, January 13, 2008

what bums do best

You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality.
You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex.
You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular.
Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!).

Deep down you are: Dependable and modest

Your partying style: Understated and polite

Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat


You Should Wear Mauve Lip Gloss

Smart, polished, and pretty.


Your Pimp Name Is...

Pimptastica Tickler


You Are Smores

Unusual and unconventional, you make your strange ways work for you.
You've got personality - no one's denying that!





Your Slanguage Profile



Aussie Slang: 50%



Prison Slang: 50%



British Slang: 25%



Canadian Slang: 25%



New England Slang: 25%



Victorian Slang: 25%